A goodbye doesn't mean a goodbye forever!!

I can't stand it anymore. I shouldn't be feeling this way but i don't know why i'm. So many question i wanna ask but i know there's no answer to it. I just want it to be how it was, but as usual you can't!! It will always be different. Things change.


"i don't how to be fine when i'm not"

OMPH family night

June was damn hectic month. This week went to ipoh. We left saturday morning, had to be in church by 7am. So early okay. Then put the stuff in the car and off we went. Totally slept during the whole journey. Thanks westerhout, hehe! Reach there had breakfast then went to La Salle's centre to put our stuff. Went to check out the hall and had to clean the stage, it's like as if the stage haven't been use for long. My grandparents are the sweetest man. They brought us tea. So yeah. Went for mass in OMPH and the feast day. We were wearing our bright green sungkai t-shirt. Everybody was looking at us saying, who are this green people, where are they from. Went for dinner then back to the centre. Sunday practice, practice, and more practice. While we were practicing Ivy appear!!!! Had indian food dor breakfast =) We totally ate a lot in ipoh, is like the family night was just a reason to go to ipoh. Lolz. When the time got nearer and nearer i was like omygosh, its here now. Feeling the scaring-ness still. As usual waiting for it to start was long but when it did everything went by so fast just like that, next minute you know its almost the end already. There was this guy i tell you he was following me wherever i go kay, told one girl to call me but i like totally walk away. Had to drag people around with me wherever i went, hehe. Skip school the next day. =)

<3!

Just the girls

Look up

with the ipoh gang

Sungkai trip

Sungkai trip was awesome man. The place there is damn nice man! Anyway, so we left on friday afternoon after school. It was such a rush there. Left church about 3pm something i think. The bus ride was great, they play movie but since me and Steph didn't want to watch and we didn't want to sleep either so we yack and yack and yack! *winkwinksteph* After we reach there. put our bags in our tent and straight away went to the pool. Well it was so pissing of for me cause i could do was just take picture of people and seeing them have fun cause of all time my 'aunty' had to visit me that time! But Ivy had the same thing too! hehe. The chemistry between us! =) Then came to BBQ! The lamb rocks of all okay! Westerhout nicely enjoying the service of him getting the lamb only. We had pnw after that and it was goose bumpy! Supposedly watch movie but tak jadi so we just talk and stare into the sky. Sadly it was cloudy so coudln't see much stars. We only slept after 4am i think. That night of talking was great, actually you know bonding with those people we hardly talk to! The next day was back to the pool. This time me and ivy didn't bother and we had fun in the pool. She was teaching me how to float. Lolz. Lesson not over yet okay!

Interesting convo that i didn't know it happen.

Me : i want water Alison went and take Michael : don't take the cold one. Alison comes back with the water Alison : Kathlyn here's your water Me : ah...... (goes back to sleep)

The scenery

This is where we slept!

At the deck

And she say she doesn't look nice

Curly wurly and drama partner .heart.

Octopus a.k.a. jo-ann, miss you!

we were bored

splish splash
nik yen

cold pool

group photo

Stephanie Aeria

Sowee my dear steph that your post is late. Computer spoile and internet got problem, so yeah. Anyway i'm doing it now! It's worth waiting okay! So don't complain, hehe.

She's one heack of a girl. The randomness of hers is really random okay! Talking to her about something suddenly she can just jump to another topic. Hehe. Guess what! I only got close to her this year okay. Journeying with her for one year plus in the same team. The furthers conversation we got to was 'hey, how you? how's school?' and that's basically it. Well i found such a great friend in you! =) That 2 hours was such a great talk, we just talk about everything and anything. =) Thanks for listening to my shit man! I love you lots my dear! Mwackz.

Sweet bugger =)

Kathlyn's a girl i met this year,
she's fun, she's sweet and such a dear

Our friendship started in such a while,
and i can never forget that beautiful smile

All the times we giggled and laughed,
nothing can beat the time you got pranked

Dancing is sumthing you do damn well,
a dance with you, one day i shall

In times of sorrow and sadness,
we cheer each other up with joy and gladness

Anytime ur sad or feel like banging ur head on da wall,
don't worry, i'll always give u a call

Our calls are only from 12 to 4am
i know, i know, a nut is what i'am

And whatever it may seem,
to each other, we will never be mean

And kathlyn, life without you,
would just be so damn blue

So best friends forever is what i hope to be,
for friendship will always remain with you and me

Created by Yohanan a.k.a. sweet bugger =)

Taggie

I read it okay yeen. Just that yeah i didn't have time to go online. Kinda late doing it now but what the heck i'm still going to do it. hehehe!!



5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG(school bag)

1) Books of course.
2) Pencil box.
3) Glasses case.
4) Calculator.
5) Tie


5 THINGS FOUND INSIDE UR PURSE/WALLET

1) Money. Like duh
2) Pictures.
3) Calender.
4) Some papers.
5) Coins. hehe

5 FAVOURITE THINGS IN MY ROOM

1) My bloster. i love hugging it.
2) The bigger version of 'someone' teddy bear. From evie and steph <3!!
3) Pictures on my wall.
4) My green chair. =)
5) closet full of clothes. Lame

5 THINGS UR CURRENTLY INTO

1) waiting for holiday to come. lolz
2) messenging. as always
3) watch fanstatic four 2
4) waking up for school everytime.
5) blogging.

5 PEOPLE YOU WILL TAG

1) Ivy.
2) Evie.
3) Steph.
4) Jo-ann
5) Patrick.



List down a common category of things from A-Z. Can be anything as long it's not the same as the previous tagger.

Got tag by melia. Since she did food. I'll do Shopping ! =)


Accent
British India
Chill Out
Dorothy Perkin
Elle
Forever 21
G2000
Hush Puppies
Inbase
Jeans studio
K.K. Jeans
La Senza
Message
Nose
OxBow
PDI
Qube
Radioactive
Salabianca
Tangoo
Union Bay
Vincci
Warehouse
Xoxo
Yishion
Zara

Brandon Kelvin Nunis

Happy 17th Birthday!!! =)

Ah!!!!!

Piano exam later!!!! Die......

Picture Session

The journey started

My dancing partner


Check out the outfit

Ash

Evie hyper twin

Jo-ann hot sis

Curly Wurly Steph

Great friends!

I-V-Y!!!! <3

He's in love with the pole =)

Just the girls!

Check out the pose

Brian

Marc

06 plus 07 team

Duckiez, quak quak

I love her!! She's awesome =)

When ivy's high

Ally .bumbum.

(1) Way back then. (2) He find him irresistable. lolz

Westerhout!

Time to leave =(

Youth Rally 06!!!!!!!!!

I'm going home

Going back to the farm really brought back lots of memories. I remember last time when i first step in, not knowing what a great experience it would be. This time stepping in the farm, memories just flow through back my mind. Looking back at the video of our rally was just so whoa!!! Seeing what a success we did. Though we had our bad times going through it still we did it. Knowing that we got each other backs. Those were the moments!! Thanks guys for the great moments i had. Moments that i'll cherish! =) Thanks for excepting me for who i'm. Knowing that i can take my mask down and just be who i really am. I LOVE the outreach team!!!! <3.True friends that i'll treasure though we are apart!!

'In life, its not what had happen to you but how your attitude towards that situation that happen to you.'

Holidays

Thursday 31st

Finally i went out to ou! Otherwise my holiday i was like dying at home. Dying of boredom. So yeah. Asheelaa pick me up and we went to praveena house cause we were all following steph there. I tell you that girl huh, saying coming coming. I had to like rush myself to get ready and had to make ash wait for me some more. Sowee!! Had to wait at pra's house for a while till that women come. So we squeez at the back of the car. My bro and steph's mom was having a great convo. Hehe. Reach ou met up with carmelia and then we ciaoz. Had lunch with yo. As usual the yacking we have. Then totally went shopping. Haha! I bought a top from G2000 and another top from chill out! =) And like totally didn't have money after that. I mean not broke totally but we just didn't want to spend it. Had new zealand extream shake =) yup carmelia it meant something. Hehe. Then everybody went back and i was waiting with my bro and we saw evie!!! Talk and laugh. Then at night after dinner went to sri hartamas to buy baskin robin because its the 31st!! Had discount! It was freaking pack and hot! But anyway waiting for it was worthy! =) (remember melia the msg i sent to my mum. lolz)


Today

I had to like wake up damn freaking early which was 6am. Cause made a day trip back to Ipoh. On the journey there i slept. Hehe. Had breakfast then back to the house and i slept again. Woke up at around noon time had lunch came back watch tv half way damn tired then slept again!!!! All i did there was eat and sleep! How pathetic is that! Ish. I didn't mind the food part. Not complaining bout that. Then came back at night!